I wanna hold a hundred lilies in my arms
A big hug
Where my finger tips barely meet
In the garden where i live in my mind
My flowers never die
And their petals never age
Red wine rivers
That i bathe in
To feel dirty
I love this dream
Where air fills my lungs
Like helium
And I float away from
The real world
In a rotation of lingerie and boxer briefs
Alone with my own self
The contradiction of being
So comforting yet frightening
But it's all i know
And day dreamings
Sweeter stories keep my sanity
The movie i play in my mind
It's so nice to be insane
